lone star.

Ok?!...so maybe it is over...haha [not really laugh'n].
This was something I feared going back into it.
Maybe this was the mistake we was learning from
[getting back together]. Life is weird...and sometimes
I'm among the ungreatful. Yeah, I complain about how
unfulfilling life can be, but you live and you learn. One
time I called love a heart degrading disease. That was my
discription for heartbreak, haha, but I think I'm going to be ok...
suffering is optional. Love walked out on me lask week...I died last
week...I cried last week, but not this time. This time I'm going
to do things a little differently...I'm not going to hold everyone else
accountable for the mistakes we made. I still have a family
and friends that love and care for me...so I'm not at a great loss.
But best believe, I'm still quite in love with you...regardless of your
loss of affection for me. I'm sorry I can't be everything that you
wanted in life, I don't really know what you wanted from me, I'm sorry
I [unknowingly] added to the many stressors of your life, I'm
sorry I bored your heart to stone. And all the good times weren't
just in 2007, true 08 had alot of downs but we had good times...
you just lost sight. I'm not blaming your for anything either...thats life
and shit happens. I understand that your still growing and trying to
figure yourself out. I know you think I don't but believe me I do...
You don't have to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders.
Just do me a favor...don't lose yourself, your stronger than that.
Everybody is changing with the season. Life is inconsistent and
temporary...so i'm not going to dwell on the old stuff now.
New Chapter, Same story.