Static Screams.

My social evironment created this passive person. I guess you can say i've been silenced by the majority. I keep to myself which is described as introverted. Classified as an underdog. Downgraded and underestimated. Critisized and laughed at. Among the ranks, I'm scaling about zero. Expression is muted. Moments in time are priceless but my opinion is worthless. I stifle or smother my feelings to all others who run free. You recognize, not my sacrifice but my complaint. Don't judge me for who I am not but appreciate who I am and help who I could be. Nurture my many possibilities but don't feed my insecurites. I'm not asking for much; just alittle respect, a pinch of encouragement, and just maybe a dab of acceptance.

-xthegirl.

4 Years.

I've been through alot these four long ones. Now, I'm simply waiting to embark on that journey called college. The life defining experience that may make you or break you. This is a promise to myself. To refrain from falling short of anything, achieve all goals and to not allow anyone or anything to discourage, distract, or allow me to stray away from whatever it is I'm working towards. Nothing is too far or too small as long as I put my heart and mind to it. I also promise to love myself and be able to find forgiveness within myself. And to know that it's ok to make mistakes as long as I learn from them and only grow stronger, because only I can stop myself from being WHO I want to be.

ipromise;

My Personality...

My personlity...

resembles this carnival poster.

You can't tell much about the carnival from the poster.

Some see the poster and judge the carnival almost instantly.

Thats how my personality is...

When most people meet me,

they draw conclusions before actually getting to know me.

Dear Best Friend,

I spent many days wishing to meet someone like you. Wishing for someone to inspire and accept me endlessly. You danced into my life so unexpectedly. I can't count the many days that we spent laughing and making memories. And, despite our disagreements; no matter what, i've got nothing but love and respect for you. When it comes to you...I can tell you anything, but when I want to express to you how much i'm in love with you, I can't. When I first laid eyes on you I never would of thought in a million years that I would be sitting here writing this. You not only brought me happiness but meaning and reason. Maybe another reason why I have trouble expressing my feelings in their entirety is that i will never be able to sum up the impact you have on my life. You have been my safety net more than you know. You've saved me from negativity and even myself on occasion. You've inspired me to dream beyond common limits. I respect you because your the truth when people lie. I follow you when pessimism is present and animation is needed. I adore you because when all else fails your my best friend. So, what i'm trying to say is that I love you, always have, and always will. I promise my all to you, no matter what.

Love Always,

Kashmir.