Fresh Meat.

[Freshman Orientation with the Sister.]
This is my big sister Kelly.
We're friends by choice but were
really sisters at heart.
The Duo. Forever. Baddest Babes. haha

Blissful Slumber.

The rough night called for some R.E.M. refreshment.
I dreamt that I:
-presented a quantum physics speech in the nude.
-wondered aimlessly thru a corn field while texting Vin Diesel.
-somehow manifested peace on Earth.
and
-danced with Gregory Hines.

Then when I woke up...I couldn't help but to cry
because...
Gregory Hines died.
Peace just might ALWAYS be a dream.
I don't take Quantum Physics.
And ...
I don't even know Vin Diesel's cell phone number.
haha

Destroy Me?!

dress me in your fads and conform me
to your liking. dictate my actions.
slander my name and rob me of my title.
cast me out to be one with the
ostrisized.

xjudgement.

Music; Love

O' dear Prince,

My heart sings to thee.

For it's harmony of love

crys and moans true.

I promise my all to you.

All of mine body and soul.

For you, Forever.

In return, I ask and hope for your solace

and your song as well.

In your arms, shelter and keep me warm.

Not only in thy arms but,

in thy heart as well.

Repeat thy song,

resite it's tranquil tune and

play it's soothing melody.

And I will dance for an eternity,

to our song.

iloveyou.

love [luhv]-n.

Love is hard to define and rather complicated to describe. It has a tall range thats both playful and passionate. It has a strong yet gentle touch that caresses and pampers your mind. It has a laugh that tickles your heart. It has a tender kiss that sends shivers down your spine. It has a presence that makes your heart smile. However, love can be quarrelsome and stubborn. But unlike most things, you accept it because you can't see

life worth living with out it.







My love is you...

Homemade;

"Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when your riding through the ruts don't complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief, and jealousy. Don't bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality.

Wake Up and Live."

-Bob Marley.

For some time now...

I've been trying to crochet an official rasta hat. I wouldn't exactly say I failed at my early attempts but they just weren't coming out the way I wanted them too. Until yesterday! When I started and completed my first official "Bob Marley for President" Rasta Hat. Haha...[thats what I call it].

Reality vs. Fantasy

I'm curious about the world outside my window.

You can see forever...

it's beautiful isn't it?

imissyou;

I feel like a little girl with a crush. Admiring

you from afar...just hoping that you feel the

same. Not one day goes by when the thought

of you doesn't toy with my mind...

iloveyou;

Acquaintance;

I'm not always a good judge of

character, so I always try to

explore the inner and outer workings

of people. Never limit yourself at a

first impression, because then your

mind isn't allowed to grow and bloom

into something more than being simple,

close, and narrow minded.

♥

The end of the searching, the waiting, the confusion.

The end justifies the meaning.

Meaning; Love.

What could taste so bad?:

Molasses and Struggle
They don't pay me enough for this bullshit.
Everyday I come in a little before nine.
They make a mess for me to clean,
They're constantly testing my patience.
Taunting me with their questions.
I have to change shitty and pissy undies.
I'm always sweeping up the crumb-filled
floor left from their 2 o'clock munchies.
I'm about to OD on asprin because this
headache won't go away. Naptime...
sounds like a breeze. Sure...if they went
to sleep. My mood is as dry as the animal
crackers they're having for snack. Their
high-pitched commands are ringing in my
ear.

Moral of the Story: I hate my job!

wish.yearn.long.pray.act.

Sometimes I believe that happiness isn't meant for everyone.
For me its rather inconsistant and short lived. Maybe thats just me,
i'm not sure, i can't necessarily speak for everyone. A life with never-
ending happiness; now thats quite a goal. I just want a day that
doesn't know hurt or confusion. I just want to wake up one day and
have certainty that I'm where I'm supposed to be and i'm...
happy. (a nostaligic mood)...c'est la vie.




[ok...I wrote this 7/10/08. This was a day where it
felt as though the world was against me and
everything was just falling apart.]