In relation to others I fail to remain out of touch with the complexity of reality. Flaws always dominate the richness of humanity, well for me atleast. One morning I woke up with the uneasy coil of nerve fibers around enlarged blood vessels which created an unnecessary throbbing in my temporal lobes. I had a picture in my head that put a bad suggestion on the surface of my tongue and an upset feeling at the base of my stomach. I saw a world with personalities built on lies, beliefs based on ignorance, bullshit misunderstandings, judgement being passed by pretentious assholes, and every memory that made everything come crashing down...How may one find the reasons behind certain actions, so as not to create faulty assumptions? Lately, everything seems so mechanical to me. I really want to find a way to disown these negative thoughts.
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