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I don't really know what to write about myself. For as long as I can remember, I've always found a great difficulty when it came to writing or talking about myself. I guess you can call me self-less or rather indescrible. I wish I could tell you something great like I can fly and soar to great heights or that I've saved many lives from danger...but no, I can't because that would be a lie. I'm not average nor am I conventional but I'm not extraordinary either. I don't really know where I fit. Haha. But thats one of the many wonders of life...trying to discover just who you are but due to the fact thats quite a long process and life isn't exactly forgiving when it comes to time...I don't think I should waste it being lost. So I gotta go find the girl named Kashmir-Nashay and when I meet her I'll let you know all there is to know about her. Hence, the blog.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

is this really good-bye...

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"...and I fall to the ground with my teardrops and I get lost every time my heart stops"

Montaged Memories

I want this to be the last blog I post as far as the break up goes. So, today would be day #6 since we went our seperate ways. Tomorrow makes the first full week of the break up. And as Rafael Casal says"6 more years to go." So far everyday, when I wake in the morning, I've asked myself "is it really over?" . . .Hopefully in the future we'll meet and try again. But if not, I no longer cry because it's over...I smile because it happened. And I just want him to know that I'm still in love with him...more than he'll ever understand. And he will always be my Papito.




Alone still feels the same but only this time...it hurts alot worse than what it did before Love left it's footprints across my heart and out of my life...



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